Pastel ♥

The White Bow

Currently Selling On Ebay; Theory Jacket Size 2

This is a NWT Theory Jacket (Originally Price $335) but being sold on ebay currently for $79.99 so be sure to check it out. It's a lovely jacket and the details of the item can be found on the ebay page!

CHECK IT OUT ♥

PINK NARC

New Hair ♥

New hair. Just done myself. I think it's perfect. :)

My Items on Sale. ♥

 

Recently listed;  Booties (size 6) on sale on ebay (top)

Flowered Ralph Laurn Heels (size 7) (bottom) 

Inside my mind's eye lies.

writtenafterwards

You may find this collection a bit odd but I think Yoshikazu Yamagata is amazing. I absolutely adore the hair (gray is my favourite colour when it comes to hair!) and the styling.

"FEED ME SEYMOUR!"

One of those classic movies that I love and totally forgot about. The best part from the movie. AH AH AH AH hehehehehee.

The Future is Scary.

So as you may have noticed I've found a new favourite spot to take photographs; my closet! Now in these photos I experimented with a red lipstick I had long forgotten in my make-up bag and used a brush to apply it instead of just straight from the stick and it's a major difference, at least from what I can gather. I can better outline my lips and reach the perfection levels that are satisfactory to my Virgo heart. I find it added to this outfit anyway since the colors are cool.

The grey tank top is from an escapade of my "younger days", bought off these awesome kids I befriended in Union Square and chilled with for a couple of days after that. You can maximize the photos and view it in it's original, larger size to see the graphics. Turns out that now this happens to be my favourite top that I own. All on a whim. I wish I would have bought every single one he was selling but oh well :(

The pants portion of this was bought off a Chinese site not too long ago that I just fell in love with. It's big and poofy and kinda looks like a shirt from the front. Haven't worn half the stuff I bought off that site because some of them are sweaters but I guess the nights are starting to get cooler now so hopefully I'll be able to wear my stuff soon.

This weekend was supposed to be eventful but plans fell through. I'm kind of relieved in a sense because I'm so prone to falling into patterns and familiarity. I'm so used to just staying at home that it's become sort of scary to leave the house so I guess I just need a push and a shove with a side of support *ahem* from youknowwho -_- But for now I am free to be trapped in my house, slightly content and I'll probably spend the day with the hubby, watching movies after he's done handling his shit. ♥

Indoor Person

Waves

Being in a relationship with someone who is completely insecure with themselves is the worst. There’s always the trust issue and the constant questioning of my actions and things that just should never come up in a conversation between a couple who supposedly loves each other so much. There are important issues that I would rather focus on than some childish bullshit based upon jealousy and ignorance. If you don’t trust me at this point then that’s not my problem. I’ve tried the best I can to gain that trust and if this continues then it will be your downfall, not mine. I’m 21 years old going on 22 and you’re a very young 19 because I can feel the maturity difference in your actions and thoughts towards me and this is something I don’t want, certainly don’t fucking need in my life.

I feel like I just deserve so much better than this.

I've been in a long-distance relationship for the past year and it's been nothing but drama and pain. It hasn't gotten better, just worst. I just think we're incompatible and will always be that way. That us being together is just some fantasy I've let myself believe all this time but as time passes it just comes crashing down. I feel like I've been stuck in a rut for a year and need to be set free. All this bullshit holding me back from living my life. I'm too young for any of this. I should be going out and partying and making mistakes like everyone else my fucking age. Instead I'm stuck with a fucking asshole who only cares about himself, who won't change and at this point I don't even want him to. 

I just want out. 

See By Chloe

In all honestly I never really paid much attention to Chloe. That is until now. These boots found at Net-A-Porter are lovely. At $465, I can only add them to my birthday wishlist (September 20th) and hope for the best >.<

Golden Child

shoes; D&G top; laROK

Currently working on these photos. They're all in .raw format and far too large to upload plus I'm not done editing them. I was fucking around with different settings and lightings so excuse me if I'm all over the place.

Real Coyote Vertebrate Bone Necklace

This macabre necklace features a real Coyote Vertebrae Bone which has been professionally cleaned, bleached and sterilized. It has been mounted onto an antique Silver setting and hangs beautifully from an 18" 3mm Matte Antique Silver Rolo Chain.

Now you know I'm a sucker for anything as dark and brooding as a real animal bone necklace and this is like hitting the goth jackpot for me. You can purchase this on etsy here. I certainly would if i could. Check out the sellers other items while you're at it!

KTZ ♥

Kokon To Zai

Hook, Line & Sinker

Once again another pair by Gasoline Glamour (found here;). I feel like if I was a modern-day Ariel from The Little Mermaid and was turned into a human, this is what I'd be wearing. Why the hell not, her dad's a King and I'm pretty sure he can afford these babies.

Heels From Hell

So I was browsing ebay and I came across these gorgeous pumps (found here; ) by Gasoline Glamour. I find that it seems like a DIY project, a complicated one at that though, at least to me but I still love them. Well if you've got $2500 to spare and was blessed with a size 8.5 foot then I would suggest you snatch these up asap. ♥ Also, the seller has a lot of designer brands so everything is pretty much in that price range.

Monotone.

self portraits

I think this photo basically describe my mood lately quite perfectly. I've been thinking a lot about the direction I'd like to go photography-wise and I'm going to try to experiment a bit more with b&w composition. It's always attracted me more than the average coloured photo. Gives it a very dramatic effect when compared to others and seems to hold a lot of meaning and depth. I'd like all my photographs to have that sort of feeling but capturing said images is of course easier said than done. I have nothing better to do with my time than just take photographs anyway, currently being out of school etc. so I better take full advantage of it. I have definitely seen better days. Memories and things I'd like to forget in the past are constantly creeping up on me, more than I thought they would at this point in my life. I've been trying to buy my happiness back and grasp at things that I should not. Letting my thoughts get the best of me is not something I've been familiar with but it's been happening every single day beyond my control. I guess I just have to keep occupied and not drift away into my negativity. Really hope I can do it..