Indoor Person

Waves

Being in a relationship with someone who is completely insecure with themselves is the worst. There’s always the trust issue and the constant questioning of my actions and things that just should never come up in a conversation between a couple who supposedly loves each other so much. There are important issues that I would rather focus on than some childish bullshit based upon jealousy and ignorance. If you don’t trust me at this point then that’s not my problem. I’ve tried the best I can to gain that trust and if this continues then it will be your downfall, not mine. I’m 21 years old going on 22 and you’re a very young 19 because I can feel the maturity difference in your actions and thoughts towards me and this is something I don’t want, certainly don’t fucking need in my life.

I feel like I just deserve so much better than this.

I've been in a long-distance relationship for the past year and it's been nothing but drama and pain. It hasn't gotten better, just worst. I just think we're incompatible and will always be that way. That us being together is just some fantasy I've let myself believe all this time but as time passes it just comes crashing down. I feel like I've been stuck in a rut for a year and need to be set free. All this bullshit holding me back from living my life. I'm too young for any of this. I should be going out and partying and making mistakes like everyone else my fucking age. Instead I'm stuck with a fucking asshole who only cares about himself, who won't change and at this point I don't even want him to. 

I just want out. 

See By Chloe

In all honestly I never really paid much attention to Chloe. That is until now. These boots found at Net-A-Porter are lovely. At $465, I can only add them to my birthday wishlist (September 20th) and hope for the best >.<

Golden Child

shoes; D&G top; laROK

Currently working on these photos. They're all in .raw format and far too large to upload plus I'm not done editing them. I was fucking around with different settings and lightings so excuse me if I'm all over the place.

Real Coyote Vertebrate Bone Necklace

This macabre necklace features a real Coyote Vertebrae Bone which has been professionally cleaned, bleached and sterilized. It has been mounted onto an antique Silver setting and hangs beautifully from an 18" 3mm Matte Antique Silver Rolo Chain.

Now you know I'm a sucker for anything as dark and brooding as a real animal bone necklace and this is like hitting the goth jackpot for me. You can purchase this on etsy here. I certainly would if i could. Check out the sellers other items while you're at it!

KTZ ♥

Kokon To Zai

Hook, Line & Sinker

Once again another pair by Gasoline Glamour (found here;). I feel like if I was a modern-day Ariel from The Little Mermaid and was turned into a human, this is what I'd be wearing. Why the hell not, her dad's a King and I'm pretty sure he can afford these babies.